Have you ever felt less-than-worthy to walk with God? When
reflecting on the events of our day at times they seem to brand us with
uncertainty about having thought, spoken and acted like a Christian. Last night I was having one of those “less-than-worthy”
moments . . . feeling as if I hadn’t met the requirements of fully loving those
around me. The Lord surprised me with
the following conversation;
“I am everywhere, all the time. I don’t disappear when you
walk in the flesh. How can your opinion
of yourself influence Me, and make Me walk away from you? Is your opinion what
I should base My love on?”
When the Lord spoke of being everywhere all the time, I
thought about God’s ominousness. And when
He said that He didn’t base His love on my opinion of myself, I sensed that He
is our Creator and knows us better than we know ourselves. We read about both these concepts in Ps
139:1-12;
You have searched me, Lord,
and you know me.
2You know
when I sit and when I rise;
you perceive my thoughts from
afar.
3You
discern my going out and my lying down;
you are familiar with all my
ways.
4Before a
word is on my tongue
you, Lord, know it completely.
5You hem
me in behind and before,
and you lay your hand upon me.
6Such
knowledge is too wonderful for me,
too lofty for me to attain.
7Where can
I go from your Spirit?
Where can I flee from your
presence?
8If I go
up to the heavens, you are there;
if I make my bed in the depths,
you are there.
9If I rise
on the wings of the dawn,
if I settle on the far side of
the sea,
10even
there your hand will guide me,
your right hand will hold me
fast.
11If I say,
“Surely the darkness will hide me
and the light become night around
me,”
12even the
darkness will not be dark to you;
the night will shine like the
day,
for darkness is as light to you.
As our Creator God not only knows
and loves us, but He bears with our failures.
He does not assess our behaviors in the manner we do, for He has a truer
measuring rod than we do. That allows
Him to value us, even when we see only failure in our days. Today, let us remember that God is with us,
and has invested His efforts in our lives so that we might be in His, now and
forever. Amen.